Visit to Airway Heights Correctional Facility

By Venerable Thubten Nyima

On June 2, inmates at Airway Heights Correctional facility celebrated Buddha Day and invited Sravasti Abbey monastics to participate. I volunteered to go, along with two senior Abbey nuns. I had never been to a correctional facility before and was excited to go and nervous at the same time. During the drive there, we talked about prison etiquette, rules, and security measures to keep in mind.

We arrived early, walked to the entrance, and were greeted by a security guard who was friendly and welcoming. This was a pleasant surprise, as I expected a stern and cold reception. While waiting for admittance, the chaplain and two other volunteers joined us.

We were politely escorted through security measures and a long corridor. We walked slowly, making sure our visitor badges were visible to the guards. As I entered the prison’s yard, I noticed the tall concrete walls capped with barbed wire. I also noticed an unexpected and well-manicured rose garden, adding a touch of beauty, grace and color to the stark background of buildings and fences. Inmates are responsible for the garden’s maintenance and they take great pride in its upkeep, we were told.

The walk to the meeting hall was short and pleasant. During the walk, I focused on my breathing to reduce the anxiety running through my body and mind. I was thinking about how it would feel to be incarcerated, and how it would feel to know there was no getting out.

It occurred to me that, while inmates are very aware of their confinement, all of us are in a prison we can neither see nor touch: the prison of our ignorance, afflictions and karma. We are all confined by the walls of conceptuality, which are even more oppressive than the concrete walls I was looking at. Thinking about these things helped me connect with the inmates’ experience.

At the hall, about 30 inmates had gathered. I was impressed by the care and love evident in the room’s arrangement. The altar was simple and beautiful, decorated with colorful drawings of His Holiness the Dalai Lama, Red Tara, and other holy beings. The drawings were very accurate and seemed to have been made by the inmates. A circle of chairs, each covered with white linen, added to the sense of sacredness that permeated the space. In one corner, several inmates were finishing a mandala made with colored grains of rice.

We bowed to the holy beings and were invited to sit beside the altar. I reminded myself to be present and attentive as a way to honor our hosts’ efforts and their Dharma practice.

The proceedings were lovely and included prayer, chanting mantra, and a tsog offering. The inmate acting as master of ceremonies spoke eloquently and his knowledge of the Dharma was inspiring.

We – the monastics – were invited to speak and took turns addressing the congregation. I had not been aware we would give a talk, so I was not prepared. Just before the microphone was handed to me, I made a silent prayer requesting inspiration. I spoke about my experience working with anger and the Dharma tools I found most helpful to deal with it. As I spoke, I felt a sense of closeness and friendship towards those in the audience, remembering their kindness and our interdependence.

At the end of the event, many came to shake hands with a smile and words of gratitude and appreciation.  I felt privileged to have been there and to have gotten a glimpse of these men’s quest for inner transformation.

Looking back at this experience, I can see that my view of the incarcerated was one-dimensional, tainted by fear, judgment, and labeling. I expected to find hardened criminals, but instead I found human beings who, just like me, want happiness and not suffering. I learned that, when we dehumanize others, we ourselves are diminished; and when we recognize the value and humanity in others, we are restored.